Lacking Community.
Today as I was sitting at kidsclub, reading my devotional, drinking my coffee, and watching the rain fall outside I happened to look up and here is what I saw: Three separate groups of other moms who were digging in deep to their community. Sharing coffee and conversation, and doing this motherhood thing together. And then I took a look at my table: empty. Only occasionally visited by my toddler when she is in need of a snack, and I realized these things: At the start of 2020 I decided that this would be the year I stepped into who God has been molding over the past 4-5 years. I'd stop hiding in my own shadow, I'd be bold. I'd seek Him more. I'd hold myself accountable to my bible study...and you know what, in a lot of ways I've done what I said I was going to do. My word for 2020 is bloom. Because I know God is calling me to bloom right where I've been planted. To seek community and then commit to it. But can I be honest? This morning just remind